Finally Here (Late Post)

So here it is. Senior year. Super special right? Yeah, it's kind of a big deal. This is the year that is suppose to cap off the 4 year shindig called "high school". Everybody has all these plans for how they want theirs to go. Most plan to do things totally different than the 3 previous years. It's an easy enough idea. Makes sense to change things up the last go round if you want a different outcome than before. I know do. My last 3 years if high school were a roller coaster. From being on top of everything to breaking down to my lowest ever to being confused every single day. So to prevent tragedy within myself from happening, I will be more attentive to my own feelings this time. I have a big heart for people. I probably care too much about certain people who probably only see me as another human. So I often fall victim to settling when I'm not fully satisfied. In some cases that's okay but it should happen less. My senior needs to be my relief year. I want to have fun working toward my goals and dreams. I want to enjoy this year to full out extent. I want to do more things my way. Senior year will be my year. I'll laugh when it's funny and cry when it's necessary. I'll love at all times and give when needed. I'll smile when it's real and respect when deserved. I will leave Vidalia High School better than when I entered. Bet.